9.39pm - 31.1.2011

Syed Izam ,

 

I'm sorry ! I dont meant to hurts your feeling. bukan pasal tak happy when I'm with you tapi masalahnya  tadak sapa yang bole bagi aku happy thats why cuti sekolah ni aku tak kuar mana mana pun. tadak mood nak kuar. Aku suka sendirian. Aku pun tak faham masalah aku apa. Tadak sapa faham aku buat masa sekarang. Lagipun kalau kita 'still' lagi . Aku tadak masa nak msg / call semua tuu . nak caring segala bagai. Aku jenis tak suka pegang phone. Thats why aku ambil keputusan kita 'split' .*nangis ni :(  Aku tak berniat langsung nak pemainkan perasaan orang tapi aku rasa aku banyak sakitkan hati hang so better aku tinggalkan hang kan. Lagipun susah lah orang macam aku nie. Tak kesah kalau nak jealous tapi kerap macam ni sapa yang tahan. If you love me, you're need to trust me . tapayah lah nak minta password aku segala bagai tapi ... hmmm  :(  kecewa gila.  At the same time, I don't know if I love you or not anymore. #confused 

This feeling

I hate myself when I still miss my ex-boyfriend :'(

Miss the ''Hello'' but now ending with ''Goodbye''

Now, I know how hard to forget someone we love. Someone that we care too much and someone who hurts   this true feeling about love. Thats why I always listen to this song Broken Arrow - Pixie Lott . 

ATV - Adventure

 what is ATV  ? Let me explain to you. ATV is ''All Terrain Vehicle''. You can see picture top of it. Its look like easy to ride but its hard. There is a chance to challenging of ATV riding at Gunung Raya, Langkawi. Its challeging because challenges tested when the track winding and hilly, difficult to control would be felt and worthwhile experience. Kinda dirty but its fun.  

Please don't copyright this picture. thankyou. See, there is my father, cool huh. tengok pelancong arab tu hebat tak ? kau boleh. haha.  This is my favourite part. I have being riding at this place. Seriously its wet and dirty but you're gonna love it if you try. 

From  location Tower House Gunung Raya to Buffalo Part.  Indeed far but a challenging experience that we can keep as memory. There is  a lot of buffalo and I'm scared with the buffalo but kinda happy when give the buffalo eat some plants. haha.  Isn't   we  are sweet couple because me wearing black Tshirt and the BLACK buffalo ? -.- lol 

for more information just ask Auni  or go to the wedsite -Click this-

This is so true.

Started with Bismillah .Hmm ,I miss someone but he not mine anymore. I wish he know how much I love him so badly. I don't know why he leave me just like I'm nothing anymore for him. Everytime seeing him popout in my facebook chatbox. I'm like argggggg-.- why you doing this to me ? How painful seeing you just fine without me. Maybe I'm not perfect like your new girlfriend right now but seriously she is so beautiful. How lucky she was :(  I've even can't believe it that his new girlfriend added me on facebook and I'm like WTF--'' I don't think its coincidence because her friends add me too. Maybe his girlfriend and her buddy wanna see me am I hot enough. Haha lol *ridiculous.  But I already remove her friends because her friends don't know how to connect a simple words said thanks, hi , hello or whatever-.- they don't even said anything. They just know how to add-.- Thats why I've remove them because I'm not interesting.Next chapter,  Oh my gadddddd, her little sister also add me too. *annoying-.-This is so true. Well, I don't mind if you backstabbed or gossip about me because I don't even care. Okay bye. Nasi lemak here I come babe. see ya again :*

Can't believe it that next year I'm gonna turn seventeen. Woah,this is so nightmare because I'm gonna stand up with SPM next year. Enough is enough. Study sayang study. Let's start new things. I don't wanna be fool like I used to be before. I wanna do something news. Easy to says I want to changed myself ! 

Thing that I wasting my time and I need to let it go slowly hihi  is :

• My Facebook . oh noo , I can't let it gooo . okay nevermind nanti buat timetable. bhaha :p

• Television . alah, movie best boleh tengok lah naa . hihi :p

• Cell Phone . masalahnye phone tak boleh hidup tanpa tuannya :p hihi. okay I've try to not use it everytime, every minutes and every second. huwaa :(

• No Boyfriend . Seriously, I need him and I can't let him go.alah, my boyfie orang perlis maa so jarang sangat sangat jumpa dia.hihi :p

• Hangout . bukan lepak dengan member2 selalu pun, lepak rumah jea lebih :p

PS: susahnya nak tinggal semua benda nie .Haiyaa, give me some strength and energy to let it slowly. Goodluck Sookie. Try harder!

TRUST ME PLEASE, SWEETHEART.

Stop being jealous. Seriously, I love you Syed. 

Ingat macam perempuan lain nak game game lelaki. 

Sorry , saya bukan macam tu lah awak. Trust ME ! 

I don't want to hear you love me, i want to feel it. Jiwang tak ? Dieww.

MISS HIM MISS HIM MISSING HIM

  -I miss you Syed Idzamuddin Syed Hussin :(  hmm , how's SPM ? I hope you doing well. You can see top of it say ''Sometimes, I'm scared that I'm not good enough for you''. Yes, I'm not good enough for you because I don't care about your feeling. I hope you're not like my ex before. I've care about you but somehow I'm afraid if I'm care too much it would hurt my feelings. I want you to know this, I don't trust anyone except my family and Allah s.w.t only. People who surrounding me are fake,most of it. pernah tanya kan apa yang Sookie suka pasal Syed , nak tau kan ? sini nak bagitau dia . I love how you dont know I notice you look at me. Second, I love how ur always nervous around me. Third, I love how you staring at me. Lastly, I love the way you lie.hihi. Hey Syed, I love you yesterday today tomorrow and hopes forever. Cukup cukup lah jiwang okay haha dieww. Have a nice day sweetheart :p

Im not first but I hope to be your last love