Can't believe it that next year I'm gonna turn seventeen. Woah,this is so nightmare because I'm gonna stand up with SPM next year. Enough is enough. Study sayang study. Let's start new things. I don't wanna be fool like I used to be before. I wanna do something news. Easy to says I want to changed myself ! 

Thing that I wasting my time and I need to let it go slowly hihi  is :

• My Facebook . oh noo , I can't let it gooo . okay nevermind nanti buat timetable. bhaha :p

• Television . alah, movie best boleh tengok lah naa . hihi :p

• Cell Phone . masalahnye phone tak boleh hidup tanpa tuannya :p hihi. okay I've try to not use it everytime, every minutes and every second. huwaa :(

• No Boyfriend . Seriously, I need him and I can't let him go.alah, my boyfie orang perlis maa so jarang sangat sangat jumpa dia.hihi :p

• Hangout . bukan lepak dengan member2 selalu pun, lepak rumah jea lebih :p

PS: susahnya nak tinggal semua benda nie .Haiyaa, give me some strength and energy to let it slowly. Goodluck Sookie. Try harder!

TRUST ME PLEASE, SWEETHEART.

Stop being jealous. Seriously, I love you Syed. 

Ingat macam perempuan lain nak game game lelaki. 

Sorry , saya bukan macam tu lah awak. Trust ME ! 

I don't want to hear you love me, i want to feel it. Jiwang tak ? Dieww.

MISS HIM MISS HIM MISSING HIM

  -I miss you Syed Idzamuddin Syed Hussin :(  hmm , how's SPM ? I hope you doing well. You can see top of it say ''Sometimes, I'm scared that I'm not good enough for you''. Yes, I'm not good enough for you because I don't care about your feeling. I hope you're not like my ex before. I've care about you but somehow I'm afraid if I'm care too much it would hurt my feelings. I want you to know this, I don't trust anyone except my family and Allah s.w.t only. People who surrounding me are fake,most of it. pernah tanya kan apa yang Sookie suka pasal Syed , nak tau kan ? sini nak bagitau dia . I love how you dont know I notice you look at me. Second, I love how ur always nervous around me. Third, I love how you staring at me. Lastly, I love the way you lie.hihi. Hey Syed, I love you yesterday today tomorrow and hopes forever. Cukup cukup lah jiwang okay haha dieww. Have a nice day sweetheart :p

Im not first but I hope to be your last love

EX BOYFRIEND ( PAST LOVE )

Take a deep breath Sookie I know this is not easy for you to write about this. I always thought and think that one day this is gonna happen and its already happened. I know still young to be in love but I have feelings, feeling to be in love or being loved by someone. I try to forget about you but this time is not easy so , I take a step to find someone else. But still can't forget about you because I love you so much before. I hate being suffering. I've just wanna to know why you broke up with me ? I still remember when I talked about breakup you mad at me and you told me that ............................... phieww , just forget about it . You never knew about my pain inside. However, I rather see you happy with someone else than unhappy with me. I can't hate you Ex boyfriend because before being Ex I love you enough and I will keep our memories. I just want you to be happy. Its okay now, I just want to say I deserve better and mean it. I want to say I give up and believe it. I want to say Im moving on and do it.  I decided that enough is enough, that since you obviously dont care about me anymore Im just going to move on. Easier said than done I suppose, because at the end of the day Im staring out the window with these tears on my cheeks. Look what youve done to me. In case you didnt notice whenever I see you I walk away because I want to forget about you just like you forgot about me. Try don't trust too much. Don't love too much. Don't hope too much, because that too much can hurt you so much. Fikir fikirkan balik kan, I love being hurt by someone you know why? In every pain I feel, I know that I'm moving out toward to my special one. Thank for reading this. I love you EX . got to go . Need a bath time, haha xD . Assalammualaikum and have a nice day with someone special. 

I'm done with fake friends

Hello people who reading this. I miss you . Today , I want to talk about fake people in my life. I'm so dissappointed with my friends at hostel before coming school holidays. What you do when you know that people you trust the most being two-faced ( talam dua muka ) ?  mesti sakit hati kan. There is one of my friends told me about they backstabbing me. This is so sad news . That's why I don't talked too much with them but still friend , lagipun tak baik bermusuh kan -.- I have a lot of friends ,but now I realise only a few of them are really true to me. So beware with your friends and make sure your friends not backstabbing about you. However , I hate being judged but yet, I judge . well -------->   L I F E  !! Keep looking my way. My head is held high. You wanna bring me down? I dare you to try. I don't care if you hate me but I know you will come back to me when you got problem . Sorry , I dont wanna help you , go find another person who can help you like I used to. Enough for today .  thank for reading . i love you and i hate you twise . Lol